Well here we go another long break between posts. I want to apologize to my readers.
As the title reads I have been having some relationship troubles. My wife and I still love each other that has never been a question in my mind. The problem is the further I go in transition the the more I question my sexuality. I have always thought and know once I am done fully transitioning then I would like to experience a man like a woman would. My wife wail knowing this is having a hard time sharing me. Now I'm not saying I need or want a full relationship, but I don't want to sleep with a stranger either. She has allowed me to experience that.
Now I know there is a difference between gender and sexuality and I'm not going to get into the difference here. But I don't know that I will ever feel complete until I sleep with a man.
Well for now we are still together and still working on repairing our marriage.
Until next time
Sheala
